“I wasn’t expecting that funerals had to be arranged so quickly. The scariest part was entering their apartment again. After the police procedures, I had to order a post mortem cleaner. Another new knowledge - there is a post-mortem cleaner. Why he looked like Sideshow Bob and hummed the McDonalds theme song while wiping dried blood with a cloth, I didn't want to ask.
We looked for their phone, letters, files - anything that might help to understand. Why had it all happened? Why was their phone missing? I know that they had made multiple calls, talking with their best friend and therapist. Last thing they had said was: “I have been arrested and taken to the Pärnamäe police station. I will be kept here for 24 hours, don’t look for me and worry until then.” It was strange because Pärnamäe does not have a police station. Only later did we find out that there is a crematorium there. “